Denial,
Anger,
Bargaining,
Depression,
Acceptance,
This comes to light after certain thought- concerted thought, about the behavior I've been exhibiting, and brought to the front of my mind with the passing of my Aunt's father. I did not know him well, but he seemed of the friendly sort as we would often intermingle at larger family events- usually surrounding the holidays.
I am trying to transition from 4 to 5 but find it difficult as certain ideas remain unanswered, such as: is it all in my mind. My mind is an elaborate mixture, perhaps concocted by some mad scientist, or it is the result of my giving it free reign- allowing it to wander where it pleases as opposed to controlling the line of thought. It is my nature to see the worst, and believe it, regardless of whether the continuity of events supports it.
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