They made me wait all day for a 5 minute interview. Granted, there were donuts and pizza- and the starbucks people are amazing (a pound of coffee and 4 refills)! Now I feel restless. I just returned from a drive around the city I won't miss, listening to Doves as the city slipped into the rain. There wasn't anyone there to share, at least, no one to be seen. It would have been nice to go out as I've become accustomed to doing and nicer still to not battle myself a little, but the worries of this mind dwindle even now, like the last of the seeds released from a fluffy white dandelion to form a mock snow.
So I handed in my badge shortly after saying goodbyes, and then thought about searching for future employ, but decided that packing provided a much needed joy to match the rays of the sun shining into my 99 degree room. I am divided in two, as always I am, and wonder upon the control/fate/power issues I have and with the decidedly negative view in which I hold them. It appears, almost, that I have relinquished my ability to view a course in navigation and foresee the next point- perhaps lost in the Mariana trench, though why I would be so close to Asia I have no idea... It could have been quicker to dig there.
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